aug. 12 2010

Well it's been a very long time since I have visited here my friends. With all the crazyness in my life I finally found time the day of my wedding. ha people always told me i would sleep fine the morning of my wedding! psht don't let them lie to you. i'm wide awake sitting her watching every second slow tick by like it's the end of the world. I CAN'T BELIEVE JUSTIN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED! ha i'm sitting in my bed with my bestie friend chirelle and we are just talking. I think she is more nervous for me then I am myself. ahaha i love her. she makes me calm down which is good cause I have been maybe just a little bridzilllllllla to my family. sorry mom. today is the day that I will marry my best friend for eternity. He's my prnce, my rm, and my fatty tubby cakes. what more could i ask for. time to get up and start getting ready. goodbye jessica kay ashby hello jessica kay HULL!

04.28.10

Good morning!
I'M GETTING MARRIED!!! In 106 days. =) well it's unoffically offical. Temple called, honeymoon book, and many things. Just waiting for my cute poor boyfriend to porpose. It's crazy how fast things really go when it's right. Justin found out his major got moved to Weber. Ever since we decided to move to Ogden now everything is going perfect. We've got a house, jobs, school, and family. Everything is perfect. Boy do I love him. He's got a job interview at impact guns in SLC. Hopefully he gets the job. If he does we've got to buy a new car! yay. ha well need to shower and go to class.
much love
jess.

04.22 his homecoming.

So I didn't think i would get to post our story till after the weekend but i found myself laying in bed wide awake excited to see justin this morning so i thought i would let all you guys in on our first day back together.

It all started out at 3 am. I couldn't sleep cause i was so excited and nervous. I tried everything I could think of to sleep but nothing worked. I finally gave up and slowly found things to distract me till about 6:30 when everyone started waking up getting ready for work and school. My dad was probably the best one to talk to that morning. As him and I talked about what was going to come that day he told me, " i'm sorry jess, but i do not allow mexicans in our house so you can't see justin. (he went spanish speaking so he's the mexican around here now) I turned looked at my dad and said, "dad you have 2 half mexican children!" we both sat and laughed awhile. Then the morning slooooooooowly went by. Everything was ready: my sign, family, me, hair done, make up on, clothes on. We got in the car at 10:45. Picked up my little brother from preschool, got some lunch, stopped at the store, and then headed to the airport. We got there found everyone and his plane was coming in not at 12:37 but now 12:28!!! We all sat waiting for about 20 min and then a security guard came down and was like what flight are you waiting for? we told him and he called the tower and asked if flight 4768 had landed yet. HE WAS HERE! now waiting for him to get down the stairs to us. We sat waiting and then there he was! BAMB. This huge glowing ball of light looking down at us. I couldn't tell if he had saw me so i just stood in the back cause i knew we couldn't hug but only shake hands. He slowly started around the huge group of people waiting for him it see me, and you could tell he was searching for me then our eyes meet! Huge fireworks going off and all those feelings i had before he left rushing more strong than ever before inside of me. He just smiled at me. As he got down to the last few of us his hand went for my mom then sister then he got to me. Standing 10 billion miles apart it felt like we just stood there. wanting to hug more than every we just stared smiling. everyone looking at us he just whisipered to me still very far away from me 6 more hours, 6 more hours. We've got this. We got everything taken care of and got up to the cars. We said our goodbyes and he told me he would call me. I waited and waited and waited and waited. The day your missionary gets home you think the waiting is over, but guess what it's not. You wait at the airport then for him to be released. 4 hours pass and he finally calls telling me he's getting relased in 15 min and it should take no longer than 15 min. 5:45 hits no justin. 6 hits no justin. Finally at 6:15 he shows up and we HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i did not want to let go. Everything was normal the rest of the night. Just as if we were picking up where we left off. it was amazing. =) the night progressed and we went to an awards thing for his brother austin. as we were leaving to come home we were walking the hall of weber university and i told him how i was so nervous that he would get off the plane and be like ok jk i don't love you anymore jess. we laughed and then we stopped right before hitting the doors. He took me in his arms looked me in the eyes and said he had been in the temple the day before and all he could think about is how he wanted me there with him. standing with him going through the temple with him. he knew that i was to be there with him. already being so giddy from the day i just sat there with a huge smile and he leaned in and kissed me!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH i was freakin out! this was perfect. =) we walked to the car and he translated this song from spanish that described a guy wanting a girl to wait for him. it was us so much. we then journeyed home visiting my grandparents and then going home to my family. we got home and we're all just talking. i got my computer out to help justin decide on classes and what not when he had his hand on my knee and my dad flipped. he said sorry but i still see you as a missionary. you can hold her hand but i need time to see your hand on her knee. i was just laughing. i was so happy to be with him again. we sat there cuddled up for hours just talking and getting to know each other again. =) then i decided to pull out my scriptures. we read in 3 nephi about how the apostles wanted to go straight to heaven and live to be 72. justin explained how that was his 2 year mission. then he said the other 3 asked that they be able to live forever and teach of thy gospel. he then said i need a companion to be with me forever and ever to help teach the gospel with me. will you be my companion forever and ever. i sat there just smiling and said are you sure you really want me? he said he wouldn't pick anyone more perfect. i then said i would love to and we kissed. i can't believe how comfortable we were with each other. i asked him if it was weird being home. he said yes but nothing with me was weird. he knew we were right and that was all he needed to know. as we looked at the clock seeing that it was almost 1 justin said i can't believe he hadn't been kicked out. cause he always was before at 12. my parents door opened and my mom said it was time for him to leave. i walked him to his car where we said our good night prayer. i handed him my phone and he took it for the night and i borrowed my sisters. we said our good nights and then the rest is still yet to come.

from this past 2 years i've realized how much i truly do love justin and how because we've done this we will be able to make it through eternity together with the help of our heavenly father. we are a strong team and we'll fight to the end. i love you justin dean hull. we just want to thank all our family and friends who have supported us through these past 2 years. it means a lot tous. maybe i can get some more sleep now. goodnight.

04. 06. 2010

Today was an interesting day. woke up at 5 am to snow plows all around logan. they were so freakin LOUD!!! Got back to sleep and woke up and got ready for interview. Went to interview went great but as i was observing i got this really sick feeling like this isn't where i should be. Came home talked to mom and dad and decided to fast about if i should stay here for the summer. As i knelt and was praying i just asked "i feel like i should be going home for the summer. is this what i should do?" I got an over whelming comfort of peace that was what i've been waiting for. =) thank you heavenly father. studied for physics class. will came over and stuidied with me for awhile. i think i actually did pretty good about it!! thank you for you old notes camille! =) i owe you my life. came home did math homework, went to math early cause jessi and i both needed help. went to math came home. made dinner. ended my fast. ate dinner. wrote my cute little mish for the second to last time. =) all the roommates had an off day so we decided to go see last song. i'm excited!!!! =)

well it's a new day. got plenty of sleep. =) about time. fell asleep to justin's videos and his bear. woke up got ready for class and had a review for my test in oss. now just special needs institute and math! oh and did i mention i only missed 2 on the multiple choice on my physics tests!!!! freak yes!!! i was so freakin happy. =) came home made lunch for shell and i. our favorite soft bean burritos!! yay us. ha now just in my room facebooking, blogging, and gossiping like always. ha boy do i love my bestie friend! 15 DAYS TILL HE'S HOME!! oh my gosh can you believe it. finally after 2 years. he gets home on the 22nd at 12:31 p.m. i'm so excited but no touching till after he is released at like freakin 6:30. i can do this i can do this! ha boy do i love that boy. i don't care what anyone says i'm going to marry that boy one day! =) well got to do that darn math homework. kill me now. ha
love always and forever
jess.
and soon justin. =)

March 20th, 2010

It's been awhile. So much going on not sure where to begin or how to feel about anything. One of those nights I really just needed a friend to sit with me and let me know everything was ok. One friend on airplane back to Indy, bestie friend in Logan with her boyfriend, roommates all at home, Justin still on his mish, family in St. George on vaca. It's kinda nice having the house to basically to myself, can get a lot of thinking done. Can I ask a question? What does I love you mean? Is it just words or is there a deeper meaning? I thought it was when someone felt that they would give there life for that person. Not let anything get in between them. Deep strong feelings. Not just a word thrown out like it was candy. I find it frustrating when people think you say it and start telling the world that you said I LOVE YOU when simply all you did was say i like you. to close phrases yet so many different meanings. How could these two words be mistaken so easily. All because the person that tells everyone did not understand sign language and assumed what they believed to be told. The words were never spoken or said but assumed. Some may say it was her fault for signing and not explaining, some may say that it is the assumers fault, but it is really no ones fault. Just a mishap that should have been solved through communication that was obviously not present. It is was just another friendship lost like so many before that one. Now they both move on, only remembering one blissful night dancing under the stars. They move on with seperate lives, becoming better people and pressing forward, meeting new people, and people coming home.
This past week has been pretty amazing, crazy, and blah. Started off with the weekend going to disney on ice. it was a lot of fun. Sunday gave the lesson in relief society, blah not so good. monday and tuesday lay back relax days. went to the park and got to swing and it wasn't freezing for the first time this year! wednesday went to logan for date night with ash and jon oh yeah eric was my date. he was here all week. forgot to mention that. thursday was very sick. throwing up and high feezers. eric and mom took care of me all day. i started feeling better so i sat up for awhile. eric went to his old comp marks and then they went to see a family from their mission the miles. they think i'm a fake person. ha got sick again. eric came home and him and dad gave me a blessing. friday spent the day with eric's family eating lunch with his 94 year old great grandma and his purple hair grandma. it was fun. Went and visited his uncle Rhett's grave. he died while choking on his mission. back up to his aunts house for dinner and games. got home about 10. watched a movie went to bed. today got up mom and ash took all the hair stuff on their trip so i was out of everything. pulled my hair up and went and got eric then to the airport we went. dropped him off and then came home and took josh to Iggy's for lunch. Came home slept for awhile and then took Josh to the new Percy Jackson movie. It was an amazing movie!! loved every min. now sitting home blogging and trying to clear my head. well should go find something for josh to eat for dinner. night yall.
love truly.
jess. =)
p.s. 32 days.

Tuesday of 02. on the 23 day. in the 10th year.

Today started off we a good morning call from my best friend. ha I was kinda mean and onry when he called but it started off the day right. ha He is funny. He kept yelling at me to get up but I never did. Went to class took my test. Still waiting on how I did. Came home did both my math assignments and wrote my physics assignment all pretty down, even drew pictures for each one. ha Went to physics then came home and read my 9 pages of the book of mormon. Justin's president thinks it's a good idea for us to read the book of mormon together but not pysically together. ha We started yesterday and I've got a great start. Finished and went to math. Josh, (jessi and my math buddy) asked if we would like to all start studying for math together so that we get homework done and can study for our tests. We are meeting tomorrow. Oh yeah I need to get a room set up in the library for that. my bad. We're in room 334a from 1:30-3:30 just in case you wanted to know. ha Came home room math and made scones. =) the sisters came and had dinner with us tonight. We made ultimate scones with chips and chili and cheese on them. yummmmmmy. =) Watched 500 days of summer. gay show. Wasn't to excited about that one. Came home showered. Talked to the roommates then blog. Over all an excellent day!!
Eric is out with brings. They went to a bar tonight. Kinda makes me nervous. blah. His phone died. I might just kill him. He's coming in 18 days. and guess what we found out is coming to Utah in march?! DISNEY ON ICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh i'm so excited. We're going March 13th. Grab a date and come with us. =) It'll be way fun. Shell and I are making shirt but only for ourselves this time. no stress for us thank you. ha well a little show called secret life is calling my name. ha
Love truly,
Jess.

2.22.10 Monday

Today woke up and started the day off right. Got a shower and it felt lovely. I love when mornings start right. Went to class pretty easy stuff. It was a regular day. Talked to justin. =) i love him. He has 2 months today!!!! that is so freakin soon. I can't wait. Math was canceled today so I just studied for my test. It was for human development. Kate helped me study. Went to FHE we talked about what we can do now, during, and after disasters. It was fun. Left early so we could meet up with the missionaries for our lesson. It was an amazing lesson. It was just Holly, Kate, me, and the missionaries. I think it helped a lot. We got to open up a lot more. I loved it. We had to say one thing that we loved about Kate. I think it brought us closer together again. We been not the same for some reason. That was about all the day had in store.

Love truly,
Jess.

Sunday. 02.21.10

"Jess are going to church? It's 8:40."

"ha yeah."

I woke up to this, this morning. ha all i could do was laugh cause I was just so tired. =) I'm ready for bed now. I think I might go take a nap before we have home teachers and fireside with Elder Hales. Church was good today. My favorite was temple prep today. I loved listening to Bishop Cash. He taughte us about the interview and how we can be ready. I loved it. Got many pointers. After church we had linger longer and the Sisters came with us. They are so funny. I love them. We have a lot of fun with them. There was so much left over food we have enough salad and noodles to save us a life time! ha but we'll take what we can get. Wrote 5 missionaries today. I thought I was caught up but i was wrong. =( ha Oh well I got my favorite ones written.

Elder Hales came and spoke to us. He is so amazing. He said many things that I needed to hear. I love how people that don't even know us can affect us so much. It's amazing. Came home and went to bed.

Goodnight all.

Love truly,

Jess.

Temple Saturday 02.20.10

Woke up way to early for a Saturday. Got dressed in tights (blah i hate them) and was on our way to Salt Lake City!! We got there about 10:00 a.m. Walked into the temple.. =) I love that feeling. The feeling of peace and knowing that everything I believe is true. Line was very very long, but it gave me the chance to ponder and talk with my heavenly father. Just to sit there and talk with nothing to worry about. I wish I could live in the temple. It's so amazing. We didn't get out till 1:30 but it was worth the time spent in the temple. After we got everyone back together we walked around the visitors center. The sisters gave us a special tour and we got to see a part i've never seen before. The sisters took us into the room where we sat and began to watch a video. It was eternal families. We went to all these different rooms and watched little parts of videos. It was truly amazing and I can't wait for the day that I can have an eternal family. =) The part that touched me the most was when they were in the babies room and they said what do we want to teach her about life. and they said "she is a daughter of god, we love her, and about eternal families. That is exactly what I want to teach my children. I hope that's what they'll always remember. After words I got to go home and see my family for a little while. I love seeing them. They are amazing and the best thing in my life.

Jordan. Jess. Shell. Dax.
We got home and went to the basketball game. We played the Shockers from Kansas. They were pretty good but in the end we won by more than ten!!! It was an awesome game and ended one of the best days ever! =)
Love truly,
jess.

02.19.10 Friday

Here goes the start of another busy weekend.
Woke up today still sick but got 10 hours of sleep. That felt very nice. =) Went to class. Oss was pretty easy as usually, POS we watched campaign videos today. It's amazing how stupid people running for President can be. ha Rachel and I laughed pretty hard at some. Picked up application for housing next semester. It's hard to make everyone happy with who to live with but I just decided I don't wanna screw any one over. Made dinner. Homemade potato soup. mmmmm i can smell it right now. Vented to Shell as I made dinner. Made grilled cheese for us for lunch. mmm it was good along with the kiwi strawberry juice. Since we started lent everyone is obbbsessed with juice! Like no joke. It's our way of getting sugar without cheating. Talked to mom today. Boy do i missie her. She's the best mommy in the world. I hope one day that I can even do justice for my children as she has done for me. ha My daughter will call me from college, "mom how do i make this right?" "honey call your grandma, she'll tell you better than me." basically how our conversations will go. Missionaries coming over at 6 tonight. Wonder what they'll teach us about tonight. Tomorrow off you Salt Lake City to walk around temple square and show Kate around. I hope it goes good and she feels the happiness and spirit that I feel there. I want her to be happy. She's an amazing girl and deserves the best there is to life. Not much going on around here. Just shell and I talking and catchin up. I love fridays. =) Well I'll finish later.

Well i'm back. We had the Sister Lopez and Sister Cline over. We had the most spiritual lesson ever. Those missionaries were sent here for a reason!!!! I think I get more out of the lessons than anyone. I talked for the sisters for awhile after. =) they helped me understand a lot tonight. thanks sisters. After that we ran to the store and I got new tooth brushes!!! yay me. =) than we ran home and made pancakes on my floor in my room. It was awesome.

Love truly,
Jess. =)

02. 18. 10 Thursday

I love getting cute letters when i'm having one of those days! Today was even better. I got pics of Justin! =) He's doing so well and that makes me so happy. He says hi to all our friends and family.

Woke up this morning with a sore throat and a cold. Yay for me! ha Holly has gotten everyone sick. What will we do with her. Went to classes, store, now cleaning my room, then dinner. At the store we spent $15.75 on medicine. That is ridiculous!!! Eric made us get this stuff that doesn't taste very good. It's kinda like a cough drop. I HATE COUGH DROPS! It better make me better. Camille and I feel like drugys now. ha But we'll be them together. I'm going to bed a ten tonight! I swear on everything. Even though class isn't till 10:30 I need the sleep. ha

This is all our medicine! We're never getting sick again

Plenty to do before I can go to bed tonight. Also need to start studying for tests. blah. ha

Love truly,

Jess. =)

Wednesday, Feb. 17th, 2010

Got a letter from Justin saying the only thing between us now is his birthday. ha His birthday is exactly 1 month today. It's amazing how fast time flies.

Today was a pretty crazy day with class but made it through it. Paper is written and the girls are making dinner tonight! =) I got a night off. ha I love my roommates. I'm getting sad thinking about moving out and not have them live with me. These girls have become my true sisters. We run to each other for everything and boy gossip time is awesome. When girl starts dating a new boy we all wait up waiting to hear about the date or even that kiss. The secret knock comes and than we just look at each other and start screaming! AHHH A KISS. ha who else does that besides me and my roommates. Ha.

On couch: Ashlee, Camille, Jess, Kate, Chirelle

On floor: Holly.
The girls just said dinner is done and Holly is bragging about how she made tator tots. Last time we let her make eggs it was a disaster. ha Oh the good times. Many inside jokes. I think our favorite is "swimming". ha I will for sure miss all these girls when it comes to the end of this semester. But we'll forever be friends.

Tonight the Aggie's are playing Lousiana Tech. It's on ESPN 2. So everyone watch and look for us!! ha you don't wanna forget Bill either. What will his crazy outfit or lack of outfit be for the night. ahahaha Last week Bill made it on the Not Top Ten List on ESPN. Go Aggies!!! Can't wait to do our scottsman again and the winning team chant! =) I love school pride. ha

Well the game was awesome! Tight game the whole time. fans were on fire. ha But in the end The Aggies won!!! 67 to 61. My boy Tai was amazing. I'm glad he's my boyfriend. ha Goodnight to the world. Hello eye lids.

Love truly,

Jess.

Feb. 16th, 2010 aka Tuesday

today was monday classes. had a test in oss that shell and i got to take it on our couch. we basically called my dad and had him do it for us. we got a c on it. ahahaha yay for us.. the test took us 2 1/2 hours. i had to miss my political science class and everything! institute was canceled cause of monday schedule on tuesday. so no classes till four thirty when i went to math. blah math. jessi and i have a funny kid named josh in our class. he's way funny. he told me justin is going to be a trunky here soon. i said NEVER! they'll have to drag that boy off his mission. =) pst did i say that i love him?! oh cause i do. 2 months 5 days today!!! ahaha love it.

yesterday we went to austin's work on a big group date. it's a gymnastics place. i tried to do a back flip! OUCHIE. never again. i hurt my back really bad. woke up this morning sore all over. blah but it was worth it. Jordan my husband wouldn't kiss my knee better last night so Austin kissed it better for me. He hurt his knee tonight and asked me to kiss his better for him.

kate looked us out of our room! oh goodness not again. daxie is trying to break in my room. shell told him if he gets it open she'll wait six years for him and if not they're getting married in 1 year! ha he tried so very hard. poor daxie. now he has to get a ring very fast. ahaha This is them picking our lock. We really didn't want to pay the $1 do get our door opened. =( i think we're going to have to anyways.

sister missionaries came over and gave us a lesson about the law of chasity. i promised not to break the law of chasity ever. so i have to wait till i get married. =) i think my husband will be very happy with me when were sitting across the alter in the Salt Lake Temple (on August 12th, 2010)

well lent starts tomorrow so we have to eat lots of candy and sugary food tonight. yay for tonight. blah for the next 40 days and 40 nights. =( hopefullly i can make it!!! GO US!!! ha

well time to sign off for the night. got to dye dan's hair and watch secret life tonight.

love truly,

jess. =)

p.s. bug isn't happy today. joshie leaves for surgery tomorrow. =(

2 . 16 . 10 . Tuesday.

My bestie friend Chirelle set up this cute online blog for me. She is amazing. Now. I need to keep this journal up. and one day it will turn into Justin and Jess' online blog. Once we get married that is. He's serving the lord on a LDS mission right now, in california. I miss him so much and I can't wait til he gets home.

This is my bestie friendie. hahaha. we have some wonderful spontaneous times together. I love it!