Friday, June 15, 2012

Loves and Freedom

Well day 1 of being a full time mommy went well. It was justin's day off yesterday too so we had fun spending the day as a family. Ash had her bridal shower hosted by non other than myself. It was funny. So glad that everyone could show up..Today I went to the doctor and Keaston is still a boy! ha He's doing so good and is 7 oz now. I can't believe how active he's been today. It will be fun to see what he looks like when he is born.

My aunt Traci started running Ragnar today! She just text me and she is finished with her hardest part of the race!!! yay. She is alive. She said it was the hardest but best thing she has ever done. I would love to run it with her next year. I'm going up to volunteer tomorrow and see her. I'm excited to see all them running. It'll be fun.

Justin has been crazy busy at work with his new promotion. I'm so proud of him. All his hard work is paying off. I can't wait for him to be done with school and doing what he truly loves.

Laundry is calling my name.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Life comes at you fast but feels slow.

This past week has been one of those weeks.I had no idea what to do wtih my life or where I was going. I had people in my life I trusted with my life and it all fell apart. After knowing each other for so long they decided that someone new in their life had a higher place and they believed them over everything. It's hard to understand how these things happen but I've learned no matter what we want to say it doesn't come out for reasons. I sat there taking in everything she was saying and I was tongue tied. I couldn't figure out how to say it and explain that that was not what I said or ever meant...but after it all I found out that it didn't matter, and I needed to rely on my heavenly father more. Justin even got a permotion at work today! Things happen for reasons. I'm so excited to start our new lives. I start being a full time mommy tomorrow. Karston will be with me all the time. Poor little guy...ha We get to see how big Keaston is now on Friday. That always helps cheer me up. I'm starting to feel him more now. It's interesting how each baby is different. I thought forsure this one was a girl cause I was having the opposite of everything that happened with Karston. Karston is almost one now too. This year has gone by so fast. I just am so happy and love my little family.

If I have learned anything this week it is that I need to stand for what I believe and not let anyone take that away from me anymore. Heavenly Father has given me courage to do what is right and I need to make that stand.

loves always.