Good morning!
I'M GETTING MARRIED!!! In 106 days. =) well it's unoffically offical. Temple called, honeymoon book, and many things. Just waiting for my cute poor boyfriend to porpose. It's crazy how fast things really go when it's right. Justin found out his major got moved to Weber. Ever since we decided to move to Ogden now everything is going perfect. We've got a house, jobs, school, and family. Everything is perfect. Boy do I love him. He's got a job interview at impact guns in SLC. Hopefully he gets the job. If he does we've got to buy a new car! yay. ha well need to shower and go to class.
much love
jess.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
04.22 his homecoming.
So I didn't think i would get to post our story till after the weekend but i found myself laying in bed wide awake excited to see justin this morning so i thought i would let all you guys in on our first day back together.
It all started out at 3 am. I couldn't sleep cause i was so excited and nervous. I tried everything I could think of to sleep but nothing worked. I finally gave up and slowly found things to distract me till about 6:30 when everyone started waking up getting ready for work and school. My dad was probably the best one to talk to that morning. As him and I talked about what was going to come that day he told me, " i'm sorry jess, but i do not allow mexicans in our house so you can't see justin. (he went spanish speaking so he's the mexican around here now) I turned looked at my dad and said, "dad you have 2 half mexican children!" we both sat and laughed awhile. Then the morning slooooooooowly went by. Everything was ready: my sign, family, me, hair done, make up on, clothes on. We got in the car at 10:45. Picked up my little brother from preschool, got some lunch, stopped at the store, and then headed to the airport. We got there found everyone and his plane was coming in not at 12:37 but now 12:28!!! We all sat waiting for about 20 min and then a security guard came down and was like what flight are you waiting for? we told him and he called the tower and asked if flight 4768 had landed yet. HE WAS HERE! now waiting for him to get down the stairs to us. We sat waiting and then there he was! BAMB. This huge glowing ball of light looking down at us. I couldn't tell if he had saw me so i just stood in the back cause i knew we couldn't hug but only shake hands. He slowly started around the huge group of people waiting for him it see me, and you could tell he was searching for me then our eyes meet! Huge fireworks going off and all those feelings i had before he left rushing more strong than ever before inside of me. He just smiled at me. As he got down to the last few of us his hand went for my mom then sister then he got to me. Standing 10 billion miles apart it felt like we just stood there. wanting to hug more than every we just stared smiling. everyone looking at us he just whisipered to me still very far away from me 6 more hours, 6 more hours. We've got this. We got everything taken care of and got up to the cars. We said our goodbyes and he told me he would call me. I waited and waited and waited and waited. The day your missionary gets home you think the waiting is over, but guess what it's not. You wait at the airport then for him to be released. 4 hours pass and he finally calls telling me he's getting relased in 15 min and it should take no longer than 15 min. 5:45 hits no justin. 6 hits no justin. Finally at 6:15 he shows up and we HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i did not want to let go. Everything was normal the rest of the night. Just as if we were picking up where we left off. it was amazing. =) the night progressed and we went to an awards thing for his brother austin. as we were leaving to come home we were walking the hall of weber university and i told him how i was so nervous that he would get off the plane and be like ok jk i don't love you anymore jess. we laughed and then we stopped right before hitting the doors. He took me in his arms looked me in the eyes and said he had been in the temple the day before and all he could think about is how he wanted me there with him. standing with him going through the temple with him. he knew that i was to be there with him. already being so giddy from the day i just sat there with a huge smile and he leaned in and kissed me!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH i was freakin out! this was perfect. =) we walked to the car and he translated this song from spanish that described a guy wanting a girl to wait for him. it was us so much. we then journeyed home visiting my grandparents and then going home to my family. we got home and we're all just talking. i got my computer out to help justin decide on classes and what not when he had his hand on my knee and my dad flipped. he said sorry but i still see you as a missionary. you can hold her hand but i need time to see your hand on her knee. i was just laughing. i was so happy to be with him again. we sat there cuddled up for hours just talking and getting to know each other again. =) then i decided to pull out my scriptures. we read in 3 nephi about how the apostles wanted to go straight to heaven and live to be 72. justin explained how that was his 2 year mission. then he said the other 3 asked that they be able to live forever and teach of thy gospel. he then said i need a companion to be with me forever and ever to help teach the gospel with me. will you be my companion forever and ever. i sat there just smiling and said are you sure you really want me? he said he wouldn't pick anyone more perfect. i then said i would love to and we kissed. i can't believe how comfortable we were with each other. i asked him if it was weird being home. he said yes but nothing with me was weird. he knew we were right and that was all he needed to know. as we looked at the clock seeing that it was almost 1 justin said i can't believe he hadn't been kicked out. cause he always was before at 12. my parents door opened and my mom said it was time for him to leave. i walked him to his car where we said our good night prayer. i handed him my phone and he took it for the night and i borrowed my sisters. we said our good nights and then the rest is still yet to come.
from this past 2 years i've realized how much i truly do love justin and how because we've done this we will be able to make it through eternity together with the help of our heavenly father. we are a strong team and we'll fight to the end. i love you justin dean hull. we just want to thank all our family and friends who have supported us through these past 2 years. it means a lot tous. maybe i can get some more sleep now. goodnight.
It all started out at 3 am. I couldn't sleep cause i was so excited and nervous. I tried everything I could think of to sleep but nothing worked. I finally gave up and slowly found things to distract me till about 6:30 when everyone started waking up getting ready for work and school. My dad was probably the best one to talk to that morning. As him and I talked about what was going to come that day he told me, " i'm sorry jess, but i do not allow mexicans in our house so you can't see justin. (he went spanish speaking so he's the mexican around here now) I turned looked at my dad and said, "dad you have 2 half mexican children!" we both sat and laughed awhile. Then the morning slooooooooowly went by. Everything was ready: my sign, family, me, hair done, make up on, clothes on. We got in the car at 10:45. Picked up my little brother from preschool, got some lunch, stopped at the store, and then headed to the airport. We got there found everyone and his plane was coming in not at 12:37 but now 12:28!!! We all sat waiting for about 20 min and then a security guard came down and was like what flight are you waiting for? we told him and he called the tower and asked if flight 4768 had landed yet. HE WAS HERE! now waiting for him to get down the stairs to us. We sat waiting and then there he was! BAMB. This huge glowing ball of light looking down at us. I couldn't tell if he had saw me so i just stood in the back cause i knew we couldn't hug but only shake hands. He slowly started around the huge group of people waiting for him it see me, and you could tell he was searching for me then our eyes meet! Huge fireworks going off and all those feelings i had before he left rushing more strong than ever before inside of me. He just smiled at me. As he got down to the last few of us his hand went for my mom then sister then he got to me. Standing 10 billion miles apart it felt like we just stood there. wanting to hug more than every we just stared smiling. everyone looking at us he just whisipered to me still very far away from me 6 more hours, 6 more hours. We've got this. We got everything taken care of and got up to the cars. We said our goodbyes and he told me he would call me. I waited and waited and waited and waited. The day your missionary gets home you think the waiting is over, but guess what it's not. You wait at the airport then for him to be released. 4 hours pass and he finally calls telling me he's getting relased in 15 min and it should take no longer than 15 min. 5:45 hits no justin. 6 hits no justin. Finally at 6:15 he shows up and we HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i did not want to let go. Everything was normal the rest of the night. Just as if we were picking up where we left off. it was amazing. =) the night progressed and we went to an awards thing for his brother austin. as we were leaving to come home we were walking the hall of weber university and i told him how i was so nervous that he would get off the plane and be like ok jk i don't love you anymore jess. we laughed and then we stopped right before hitting the doors. He took me in his arms looked me in the eyes and said he had been in the temple the day before and all he could think about is how he wanted me there with him. standing with him going through the temple with him. he knew that i was to be there with him. already being so giddy from the day i just sat there with a huge smile and he leaned in and kissed me!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH i was freakin out! this was perfect. =) we walked to the car and he translated this song from spanish that described a guy wanting a girl to wait for him. it was us so much. we then journeyed home visiting my grandparents and then going home to my family. we got home and we're all just talking. i got my computer out to help justin decide on classes and what not when he had his hand on my knee and my dad flipped. he said sorry but i still see you as a missionary. you can hold her hand but i need time to see your hand on her knee. i was just laughing. i was so happy to be with him again. we sat there cuddled up for hours just talking and getting to know each other again. =) then i decided to pull out my scriptures. we read in 3 nephi about how the apostles wanted to go straight to heaven and live to be 72. justin explained how that was his 2 year mission. then he said the other 3 asked that they be able to live forever and teach of thy gospel. he then said i need a companion to be with me forever and ever to help teach the gospel with me. will you be my companion forever and ever. i sat there just smiling and said are you sure you really want me? he said he wouldn't pick anyone more perfect. i then said i would love to and we kissed. i can't believe how comfortable we were with each other. i asked him if it was weird being home. he said yes but nothing with me was weird. he knew we were right and that was all he needed to know. as we looked at the clock seeing that it was almost 1 justin said i can't believe he hadn't been kicked out. cause he always was before at 12. my parents door opened and my mom said it was time for him to leave. i walked him to his car where we said our good night prayer. i handed him my phone and he took it for the night and i borrowed my sisters. we said our good nights and then the rest is still yet to come.
from this past 2 years i've realized how much i truly do love justin and how because we've done this we will be able to make it through eternity together with the help of our heavenly father. we are a strong team and we'll fight to the end. i love you justin dean hull. we just want to thank all our family and friends who have supported us through these past 2 years. it means a lot tous. maybe i can get some more sleep now. goodnight.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
04. 06. 2010
Today was an interesting day. woke up at 5 am to snow plows all around logan. they were so freakin LOUD!!! Got back to sleep and woke up and got ready for interview. Went to interview went great but as i was observing i got this really sick feeling like this isn't where i should be. Came home talked to mom and dad and decided to fast about if i should stay here for the summer. As i knelt and was praying i just asked "i feel like i should be going home for the summer. is this what i should do?" I got an over whelming comfort of peace that was what i've been waiting for. =) thank you heavenly father. studied for physics class. will came over and stuidied with me for awhile. i think i actually did pretty good about it!! thank you for you old notes camille! =) i owe you my life. came home did math homework, went to math early cause jessi and i both needed help. went to math came home. made dinner. ended my fast. ate dinner. wrote my cute little mish for the second to last time. =) all the roommates had an off day so we decided to go see last song. i'm excited!!!! =)
well it's a new day. got plenty of sleep. =) about time. fell asleep to justin's videos and his bear. woke up got ready for class and had a review for my test in oss. now just special needs institute and math! oh and did i mention i only missed 2 on the multiple choice on my physics tests!!!! freak yes!!! i was so freakin happy. =) came home made lunch for shell and i. our favorite soft bean burritos!! yay us. ha now just in my room facebooking, blogging, and gossiping like always. ha boy do i love my bestie friend! 15 DAYS TILL HE'S HOME!! oh my gosh can you believe it. finally after 2 years. he gets home on the 22nd at 12:31 p.m. i'm so excited but no touching till after he is released at like freakin 6:30. i can do this i can do this! ha boy do i love that boy. i don't care what anyone says i'm going to marry that boy one day! =) well got to do that darn math homework. kill me now. ha
love always and forever
jess.
and soon justin. =)
well it's a new day. got plenty of sleep. =) about time. fell asleep to justin's videos and his bear. woke up got ready for class and had a review for my test in oss. now just special needs institute and math! oh and did i mention i only missed 2 on the multiple choice on my physics tests!!!! freak yes!!! i was so freakin happy. =) came home made lunch for shell and i. our favorite soft bean burritos!! yay us. ha now just in my room facebooking, blogging, and gossiping like always. ha boy do i love my bestie friend! 15 DAYS TILL HE'S HOME!! oh my gosh can you believe it. finally after 2 years. he gets home on the 22nd at 12:31 p.m. i'm so excited but no touching till after he is released at like freakin 6:30. i can do this i can do this! ha boy do i love that boy. i don't care what anyone says i'm going to marry that boy one day! =) well got to do that darn math homework. kill me now. ha
love always and forever
jess.
and soon justin. =)
Saturday, March 20, 2010
March 20th, 2010
It's been awhile. So much going on not sure where to begin or how to feel about anything. One of those nights I really just needed a friend to sit with me and let me know everything was ok. One friend on airplane back to Indy, bestie friend in Logan with her boyfriend, roommates all at home, Justin still on his mish, family in St. George on vaca. It's kinda nice having the house to basically to myself, can get a lot of thinking done. Can I ask a question? What does I love you mean? Is it just words or is there a deeper meaning? I thought it was when someone felt that they would give there life for that person. Not let anything get in between them. Deep strong feelings. Not just a word thrown out like it was candy. I find it frustrating when people think you say it and start telling the world that you said I LOVE YOU when simply all you did was say i like you. to close phrases yet so many different meanings. How could these two words be mistaken so easily. All because the person that tells everyone did not understand sign language and assumed what they believed to be told. The words were never spoken or said but assumed. Some may say it was her fault for signing and not explaining, some may say that it is the assumers fault, but it is really no ones fault. Just a mishap that should have been solved through communication that was obviously not present. It is was just another friendship lost like so many before that one. Now they both move on, only remembering one blissful night dancing under the stars. They move on with seperate lives, becoming better people and pressing forward, meeting new people, and people coming home.
This past week has been pretty amazing, crazy, and blah. Started off with the weekend going to disney on ice. it was a lot of fun. Sunday gave the lesson in relief society, blah not so good. monday and tuesday lay back relax days. went to the park and got to swing and it wasn't freezing for the first time this year! wednesday went to logan for date night with ash and jon oh yeah eric was my date. he was here all week. forgot to mention that. thursday was very sick. throwing up and high feezers. eric and mom took care of me all day. i started feeling better so i sat up for awhile. eric went to his old comp marks and then they went to see a family from their mission the miles. they think i'm a fake person. ha got sick again. eric came home and him and dad gave me a blessing. friday spent the day with eric's family eating lunch with his 94 year old great grandma and his purple hair grandma. it was fun. Went and visited his uncle Rhett's grave. he died while choking on his mission. back up to his aunts house for dinner and games. got home about 10. watched a movie went to bed. today got up mom and ash took all the hair stuff on their trip so i was out of everything. pulled my hair up and went and got eric then to the airport we went. dropped him off and then came home and took josh to Iggy's for lunch. Came home slept for awhile and then took Josh to the new Percy Jackson movie. It was an amazing movie!! loved every min. now sitting home blogging and trying to clear my head. well should go find something for josh to eat for dinner. night yall.
love truly.
jess. =)
p.s. 32 days.
This past week has been pretty amazing, crazy, and blah. Started off with the weekend going to disney on ice. it was a lot of fun. Sunday gave the lesson in relief society, blah not so good. monday and tuesday lay back relax days. went to the park and got to swing and it wasn't freezing for the first time this year! wednesday went to logan for date night with ash and jon oh yeah eric was my date. he was here all week. forgot to mention that. thursday was very sick. throwing up and high feezers. eric and mom took care of me all day. i started feeling better so i sat up for awhile. eric went to his old comp marks and then they went to see a family from their mission the miles. they think i'm a fake person. ha got sick again. eric came home and him and dad gave me a blessing. friday spent the day with eric's family eating lunch with his 94 year old great grandma and his purple hair grandma. it was fun. Went and visited his uncle Rhett's grave. he died while choking on his mission. back up to his aunts house for dinner and games. got home about 10. watched a movie went to bed. today got up mom and ash took all the hair stuff on their trip so i was out of everything. pulled my hair up and went and got eric then to the airport we went. dropped him off and then came home and took josh to Iggy's for lunch. Came home slept for awhile and then took Josh to the new Percy Jackson movie. It was an amazing movie!! loved every min. now sitting home blogging and trying to clear my head. well should go find something for josh to eat for dinner. night yall.
love truly.
jess. =)
p.s. 32 days.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Tuesday of 02. on the 23 day. in the 10th year.
Today started off we a good morning call from my best friend. ha I was kinda mean and onry when he called but it started off the day right. ha He is funny. He kept yelling at me to get up but I never did. Went to class took my test. Still waiting on how I did. Came home did both my math assignments and wrote my physics assignment all pretty down, even drew pictures for each one. ha Went to physics then came home and read my 9 pages of the book of mormon. Justin's president thinks it's a good idea for us to read the book of mormon together but not pysically together. ha We started yesterday and I've got a great start. Finished and went to math. Josh, (jessi and my math buddy) asked if we would like to all start studying for math together so that we get homework done and can study for our tests. We are meeting tomorrow. Oh yeah I need to get a room set up in the library for that. my bad. We're in room 334a from 1:30-3:30 just in case you wanted to know. ha Came home room math and made scones. =) the sisters came and had dinner with us tonight. We made ultimate scones with chips and chili and cheese on them. yummmmmmy. =) Watched 500 days of summer. gay show. Wasn't to excited about that one. Came home showered. Talked to the roommates then blog. Over all an excellent day!!
Eric is out with brings. They went to a bar tonight. Kinda makes me nervous. blah. His phone died. I might just kill him. He's coming in 18 days. and guess what we found out is coming to Utah in march?! DISNEY ON ICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh i'm so excited. We're going March 13th. Grab a date and come with us. =) It'll be way fun. Shell and I are making shirt but only for ourselves this time. no stress for us thank you. ha well a little show called secret life is calling my name. ha
Love truly,
Jess.
Eric is out with brings. They went to a bar tonight. Kinda makes me nervous. blah. His phone died. I might just kill him. He's coming in 18 days. and guess what we found out is coming to Utah in march?! DISNEY ON ICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh i'm so excited. We're going March 13th. Grab a date and come with us. =) It'll be way fun. Shell and I are making shirt but only for ourselves this time. no stress for us thank you. ha well a little show called secret life is calling my name. ha
Love truly,
Jess.
2.22.10 Monday
Today woke up and started the day off right. Got a shower and it felt lovely. I love when mornings start right. Went to class pretty easy stuff. It was a regular day. Talked to justin. =) i love him. He has 2 months today!!!! that is so freakin soon. I can't wait. Math was canceled today so I just studied for my test. It was for human development. Kate helped me study. Went to FHE we talked about what we can do now, during, and after disasters. It was fun. Left early so we could meet up with the missionaries for our lesson. It was an amazing lesson. It was just Holly, Kate, me, and the missionaries. I think it helped a lot. We got to open up a lot more. I loved it. We had to say one thing that we loved about Kate. I think it brought us closer together again. We been not the same for some reason. That was about all the day had in store.
Love truly,
Jess.
Love truly,
Jess.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Sunday. 02.21.10
"Jess are going to church? It's 8:40."
"ha yeah."
I woke up to this, this morning. ha all i could do was laugh cause I was just so tired. =) I'm ready for bed now. I think I might go take a nap before we have home teachers and fireside with Elder Hales. Church was good today. My favorite was temple prep today. I loved listening to Bishop Cash. He taughte us about the interview and how we can be ready. I loved it. Got many pointers. After church we had linger longer and the Sisters came with us. They are so funny. I love them. We have a lot of fun with them. There was so much left over food we have enough salad and noodles to save us a life time! ha but we'll take what we can get. Wrote 5 missionaries today. I thought I was caught up but i was wrong. =( ha Oh well I got my favorite ones written.
Elder Hales came and spoke to us. He is so amazing. He said many things that I needed to hear. I love how people that don't even know us can affect us so much. It's amazing. Came home and went to bed.
Goodnight all.
Love truly,
Jess.
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