April 16th...

Being pregnant can be a very emotional time. I've found this out the more and more I go through this. I found myself crying most of yesterday not knowing what to do with my life. Work has been heck, the baby wouldn't let me see him on the ultra sound, justin's leaving for a week, and I have no friends. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I would love to be in school right now but I know I need to help J get through first. I guess i'm just at that point in my life I need to take a step back and realize everything I have. I want to be happy it just seems to slip away from me sometimes. I've been given 2 of the best gifts in the world. A husband who I love dearly and a healthy baby on his way. I am very gratefull to my heavenly father for both of them. Justin did surprise me with putting up the crib while Ash was doing my nails yesterday. That was fun. We sat in Karston's room and he just rocked me for awhile.

Fillmore is approaching slowly. I wish it would come faster. I wanna go so bad. I need a break from everything here. I just wish I got to ride my favorite trail this year. I only get to go on the easy stuff. No riding down the river and up to the indian writings. Just look how beautiful it looks! Hopefully we'll make it down again before fall so I can ride it once this year.

Ty's Surgery!

Well Ty is finally out of surgery!!!! Doctors say it went great. He is in recovery right now, still not awake. The Doctor said there was so much infection in his bone they had to take the whole bone out, but now the infection doesn't have a place to hide and make him so sick. Now all we have to do is keep him from running, jumping, and falling for 6 weeks. Does this doctor not know any 6 year olds. Which kid at age 6 will listen as you sit him or her down and tell her basically your to live in a box for 6 weeks and never move. I THINK NOT! We're just glad he's doing well though. We all can't wait for him and mom to come home tomorrow. Got to Love our little Ty.

April 10th HELP!!

No one ever talks about the none fun parts of being pregnant. ha These past few weeks I've had heartburn so bad it gets to the point that I throw up. My body doesn't digest anything and I just feel so tired. Everything everyone tells me to try works for about 30 min and then BAM i'm back to square one. it's not so fun but then I remember the cute little guy inside me and how he is worth all this. I love him so much. We have a doctors appointment on friday and hopefully all goes well.

Ash and I have had a lot of fun the past few days. We scrap booked a bunch of pages the other night and then yesterday we found her a new prom dress. It's gorgeous. Luckily my amazing husband allowed us to help buy it so she could have it. He thought the dress would be like 400 dollars and it was only 170! He is so good to me. =) we were just going "looking" and when we came home with a dress my parents didn't believe us. ha oh little do they know we were honest the whole time except we told them we got it for $100. but shhhh they don't need to know anything different. Her date is pretty excited to wear pink. which surprised us both. We still also need sleeves.

Nursery went really well today. All the kids had fun and we learned about families. This was a hard lesson cause everyone wanted mom or dad today, but we got through it. We got out late so we saw a few people we knew and everyone though we were inactive cause we are in nursery and no one sees us. The bishop thinks i'm due in 3 weeks which makes me laugh. I said 3 months and he heard weeks. Well I better sign off for now my cute husband misses his wifey. it looks so lonely and sad when i'm not cuddled up right next to him. But how could I say no to his cute face?

Just look at it. =) Boy do I love him. Well for now word and love.

April 8th!!!

Well it's been one of those weeks filled with work, cooking, work, and cooking. ha with the way our schedules work I feel that we go to work or school come home and then eat and go to bed. The things this cute little baby does to me. =) Got my bonus tuesday which was AMAZING! It was a lot of money boy can i say! More then a normal check for me. So mom and I went shopping. Got new decoration for my door and I bought a new outfit and a dress for church! I love my new dress. It's so light weight so i won't get hot! yay!!!!!! Then justin and I went a picked out our pack'n'play. Which I always jsut call a Graco. It's so cute and the baby will love sleeping in it!!! I'll put a picture of it later. Just wanted to hurry and write my last few days out before I forget. Justin doesn't understand why I use this as a journal cause everyone can read it but I only write for my children to one day know how life is for me so it'll be read anyways. ha Boys just don't understantd. Going to put up the crib now! yay!!! it's getting so close. Loves.

April 2nd, 2011

Well today will be an interesting one. I'm leaving here shortly to go visit my brother Josh. He's been in a lot of trouble these past year. I would say what for what it bring back a lot of bagage with it and I don't wanna remember the things that have happened. I'm really nervous to go see him. I couldn't sleep all night thinking about it. I kept having this dream that he hurt my baby and it scares me more than anything. I know he can't do anything cause he'll be gone for a long time but I still feel like this little guy inside me......i don't even know what I'm trying to say. On a happier note ash did my nails last night. It was her first set of nails on a person! It took us ALL NIGHT! ha 3 1/2 hours. Which honestly I didn't think was to bad for her first time but I had to give her a hard time. After all she is my little sis. =) For it being her first set she didn't do bad at all. I'm not trying to rip them off yet which means something. ha I'm one that has to have them perfect too so she must have done good. ha Justin loves that I have nails back on too. He knew I didn't sleep well all night so he would roll over kiss me and then tell me "know what would make you feel better?! scratching my back." he thinks he's so funny. It must of been an off night of sleep for him too cause I would wake up and the blanket would be over my head and he would be saying we had to protect me and the baby from the bolder dust. ha He's such a protecter. I love him. Well now it's a new day. Was to busy to finish last night. The meeting with Josh went well. He seems so much more humble and was really excited to see us all. I was glad I went. I actually miss him, but I know it's better for him being there. We also went to Shane Co. and got Ash's graduation ring. It's gorgeous! She's upset that she can't wear it till graduation day, I just hope that my parents stick to that. It was fun being with them all yesterday cause it felt like when it was just the four of us before. Today has been a good day also cause of all the messages of conference. It's amazing how much the spirit really does touch the speakers. They all spoke directly to me I feel. We're just finishing up conference then dinner with Brian and Kat. Turkey dinner today! yummmmmmy. The baby can smell it and is kickin like crazy. ha =) Well that is all for today. Till tomorrow LOVES and WORDS. 98 days (3months 7days) till our little guy is here! yay only 14 more weeks.

Life Comes at you fast!!!

Life sure does come at you fast but when you look back you don't want any one part changed. =) I feel bad it's been so long since I've been on here but it seems i've missed placed a little word called time. I believe the last time I posted was when my "boyfriend" came home from his mission. Well here is our story for everyone to hear.

Once justin got home April 22nd he asked my dad for permission to date me which he was so nervous to do. =) On May 5th Justin surprised me and asked me to marry him for time and all eternity infront of the Logan temple. He asked me in sign language which was so adorable even though he said it wrong. ha but i couldn't ask for anything more. =)

Much planning began and spending every min possible with each other was a no brainer to everyone but a few. ha We decided to be married on August 12th, 2010. It was a never ending 3 1/2 months to us but it truly did go by fast. We had many fun times that summer leading up to our wedding day. We went to Fillmore, flour fights, mud fights, cuddling on the couch, and simply just holding his hand for the first time in 2 years was amazing. You never understand the how much you just miss the little things in life until they are taken from you. The little things he would say just to see you giggle or smile. It was simple I had the BEST FINANCE EVER!

Then came the best day of my life. AUGUST 12, 2010 we were sealed for time and all eternity in the most sacraed of all places. In the Salt Lake Temple. You have no ideas and the emotions and feelings running through me as Justin helped me knee down on the alter and then hold his hand and be sealed for time and all eternity. I had finally recieved the one thing I had ever wanted in life. To have found my prince charming and be married

to him in the same place my parents were. They have found so much happiness in there life it was bound to be the same for me. I truly do love my husband and can't go one day without being with him. He is my every breath. I love you Justin.

We have now spent seven glorious months together as a married couple and I still get the butterflies when he does cute things and he still makes me giggle when I see him, but one thing has changed.....We are having a BABY! ha it was a surprise but we couldn't ask for anything better. Our cute little baby boy will be due on July 10th. He is already so big. At our last appointment which was 2 weeks ago he weighed 2lbs. We can't wait to meet our little angel Karston Dean Hull. I don't have a good pic of him on my computer so i'll put one up of him soon.

Well that is our life in a nut shell for the past year. ha So many stories to share but don't wanna bore lives. ha It's so amazing to feel happy and that my life is the way I've always wanted it to be. Everyone deserves happiness and it took me a long time to realize that didn't exclude me. To all my friends and family we love you and thank you for you support. Till next time WORD.