September 14th 2011

Well it has been awhile since I've been on here. Much has happened. J is still workin at impact and now back in school. Karston is growing up so much sometimes it makes me sad how fast. He went to the doctors last week and he now weighs 14.9 lbs and 23.5 inch long. I had my gallbladder out 3 weeks ago. NO MORE PAIN!!! yay. Rather than that just workin still. This past weekend we went on our first family trip to Jackson Hole. We were uncle scott lucas's pit crew for the LOTOJA bike race. It is 206 miles from Logan to Jackson. It was way fun. We were in charge of Afton. When he pulled up we had him out within 15 seconds. We were dang fast. It was super fun. We went on the tram in the Teton Village just outside of jackson on sunday. It was very high up. J kept yelling at me to get away from the edge with the baby. It was way funny but he was so serious. We had a good time with the family. Getting late and the baby is hungry. Loves muches.

July 8th Best day of our lives!

Well lets start off with July 7th at 1:10 in the afternoon. My mom and I had just gotten back from looking for my sister and new bed set. I started to walk up the stairs into my mom's house and.....MY WATER BROKE!!! I wasn't sure what was going on and my mom was like go to the bathroom and see if it really did. I got in the bathroom and I had no idea what I was doing! I yelled for my mom to help me decide if I really had and than all this water came out again. I called Justin at work and told him to come get me. He of course did not believe me at first when I told him. He rushed home and off to the hospital we went. We got there and got all checked in and they said well you can have your epidural right now if you want and I said I wanted to wait to see what contractions felt like and everything. That lasted about 4 hours. I started getting really bad and fast ones. Justin said this is enough and pushed the call light. The nurse came in and he was like give the drugs NOW! ha It didn't hurt as bad as I though it would be at all. Honestly I think the IV that was put in my hand hurt worse than the epidural. Call me crazy but it's true. Than I spiked a fever which meant infection somewhere which is not good for the baby they would send him to nicu when he was born. Than he was faced up which is harder to deliver and than he had pooped inside me. It was like all this bad news all at once. They put new IV fluids in me that were cold to try and bring down my temp along with ice packs and no blankets for me. I was freezing cold. They gave me medicine to try and bring it down but my stomach was empty so I just felt sick. Than Dr. Cox popped in. He said nothing good was on TV that night so he came in to push things along faster. ha He had me start doing pre pushing and everyone goes LOOK AT ALL THAT HAIR. yay my baby had hair. =) than he got the baby turned around. Thank goodness. We pushed for about 15 min and he said ok lets get this baby out. I was pushing and justin kept saying there he is jess there is our baby. After only 5 pushes he was out. Because of the pooping they had a resp nurse there to look at him, but she didn't get the chance to look at him because he started crying the min his feet came out. He was gorgeous!!! =) I couldn't believe he was finally here.

Karston Dean Hull

Born 7/8/2011 12:33 am

9lbs 2 oz 21 1/2 inch

JULY 5TH!!!!

So it's offically the 5th now and still no baby Karston. I'm very tired but still working which is nice cause I get to be with my cute 2 friends that keep me smiling. Wish the baby would get here though. Justin is very nervous about the baby coming. Everytime I move at night he freaks out and asks if I'm ok. It's nice that he cares so much but he's not sleeping cause of all the stress. We now have insurance!!! YAY! Work is so slow today. Hopefully we have a baby tonight. cross your fingers.

April 16th...

Being pregnant can be a very emotional time. I've found this out the more and more I go through this. I found myself crying most of yesterday not knowing what to do with my life. Work has been heck, the baby wouldn't let me see him on the ultra sound, justin's leaving for a week, and I have no friends. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I would love to be in school right now but I know I need to help J get through first. I guess i'm just at that point in my life I need to take a step back and realize everything I have. I want to be happy it just seems to slip away from me sometimes. I've been given 2 of the best gifts in the world. A husband who I love dearly and a healthy baby on his way. I am very gratefull to my heavenly father for both of them. Justin did surprise me with putting up the crib while Ash was doing my nails yesterday. That was fun. We sat in Karston's room and he just rocked me for awhile.

Fillmore is approaching slowly. I wish it would come faster. I wanna go so bad. I need a break from everything here. I just wish I got to ride my favorite trail this year. I only get to go on the easy stuff. No riding down the river and up to the indian writings. Just look how beautiful it looks! Hopefully we'll make it down again before fall so I can ride it once this year.

Ty's Surgery!

Well Ty is finally out of surgery!!!! Doctors say it went great. He is in recovery right now, still not awake. The Doctor said there was so much infection in his bone they had to take the whole bone out, but now the infection doesn't have a place to hide and make him so sick. Now all we have to do is keep him from running, jumping, and falling for 6 weeks. Does this doctor not know any 6 year olds. Which kid at age 6 will listen as you sit him or her down and tell her basically your to live in a box for 6 weeks and never move. I THINK NOT! We're just glad he's doing well though. We all can't wait for him and mom to come home tomorrow. Got to Love our little Ty.

April 10th HELP!!

No one ever talks about the none fun parts of being pregnant. ha These past few weeks I've had heartburn so bad it gets to the point that I throw up. My body doesn't digest anything and I just feel so tired. Everything everyone tells me to try works for about 30 min and then BAM i'm back to square one. it's not so fun but then I remember the cute little guy inside me and how he is worth all this. I love him so much. We have a doctors appointment on friday and hopefully all goes well.

Ash and I have had a lot of fun the past few days. We scrap booked a bunch of pages the other night and then yesterday we found her a new prom dress. It's gorgeous. Luckily my amazing husband allowed us to help buy it so she could have it. He thought the dress would be like 400 dollars and it was only 170! He is so good to me. =) we were just going "looking" and when we came home with a dress my parents didn't believe us. ha oh little do they know we were honest the whole time except we told them we got it for $100. but shhhh they don't need to know anything different. Her date is pretty excited to wear pink. which surprised us both. We still also need sleeves.

Nursery went really well today. All the kids had fun and we learned about families. This was a hard lesson cause everyone wanted mom or dad today, but we got through it. We got out late so we saw a few people we knew and everyone though we were inactive cause we are in nursery and no one sees us. The bishop thinks i'm due in 3 weeks which makes me laugh. I said 3 months and he heard weeks. Well I better sign off for now my cute husband misses his wifey. it looks so lonely and sad when i'm not cuddled up right next to him. But how could I say no to his cute face?

Just look at it. =) Boy do I love him. Well for now word and love.

April 8th!!!

Well it's been one of those weeks filled with work, cooking, work, and cooking. ha with the way our schedules work I feel that we go to work or school come home and then eat and go to bed. The things this cute little baby does to me. =) Got my bonus tuesday which was AMAZING! It was a lot of money boy can i say! More then a normal check for me. So mom and I went shopping. Got new decoration for my door and I bought a new outfit and a dress for church! I love my new dress. It's so light weight so i won't get hot! yay!!!!!! Then justin and I went a picked out our pack'n'play. Which I always jsut call a Graco. It's so cute and the baby will love sleeping in it!!! I'll put a picture of it later. Just wanted to hurry and write my last few days out before I forget. Justin doesn't understand why I use this as a journal cause everyone can read it but I only write for my children to one day know how life is for me so it'll be read anyways. ha Boys just don't understantd. Going to put up the crib now! yay!!! it's getting so close. Loves.

April 2nd, 2011

Well today will be an interesting one. I'm leaving here shortly to go visit my brother Josh. He's been in a lot of trouble these past year. I would say what for what it bring back a lot of bagage with it and I don't wanna remember the things that have happened. I'm really nervous to go see him. I couldn't sleep all night thinking about it. I kept having this dream that he hurt my baby and it scares me more than anything. I know he can't do anything cause he'll be gone for a long time but I still feel like this little guy inside me......i don't even know what I'm trying to say. On a happier note ash did my nails last night. It was her first set of nails on a person! It took us ALL NIGHT! ha 3 1/2 hours. Which honestly I didn't think was to bad for her first time but I had to give her a hard time. After all she is my little sis. =) For it being her first set she didn't do bad at all. I'm not trying to rip them off yet which means something. ha I'm one that has to have them perfect too so she must have done good. ha Justin loves that I have nails back on too. He knew I didn't sleep well all night so he would roll over kiss me and then tell me "know what would make you feel better?! scratching my back." he thinks he's so funny. It must of been an off night of sleep for him too cause I would wake up and the blanket would be over my head and he would be saying we had to protect me and the baby from the bolder dust. ha He's such a protecter. I love him. Well now it's a new day. Was to busy to finish last night. The meeting with Josh went well. He seems so much more humble and was really excited to see us all. I was glad I went. I actually miss him, but I know it's better for him being there. We also went to Shane Co. and got Ash's graduation ring. It's gorgeous! She's upset that she can't wear it till graduation day, I just hope that my parents stick to that. It was fun being with them all yesterday cause it felt like when it was just the four of us before. Today has been a good day also cause of all the messages of conference. It's amazing how much the spirit really does touch the speakers. They all spoke directly to me I feel. We're just finishing up conference then dinner with Brian and Kat. Turkey dinner today! yummmmmmy. The baby can smell it and is kickin like crazy. ha =) Well that is all for today. Till tomorrow LOVES and WORDS. 98 days (3months 7days) till our little guy is here! yay only 14 more weeks.

Life Comes at you fast!!!

Life sure does come at you fast but when you look back you don't want any one part changed. =) I feel bad it's been so long since I've been on here but it seems i've missed placed a little word called time. I believe the last time I posted was when my "boyfriend" came home from his mission. Well here is our story for everyone to hear.

Once justin got home April 22nd he asked my dad for permission to date me which he was so nervous to do. =) On May 5th Justin surprised me and asked me to marry him for time and all eternity infront of the Logan temple. He asked me in sign language which was so adorable even though he said it wrong. ha but i couldn't ask for anything more. =)

Much planning began and spending every min possible with each other was a no brainer to everyone but a few. ha We decided to be married on August 12th, 2010. It was a never ending 3 1/2 months to us but it truly did go by fast. We had many fun times that summer leading up to our wedding day. We went to Fillmore, flour fights, mud fights, cuddling on the couch, and simply just holding his hand for the first time in 2 years was amazing. You never understand the how much you just miss the little things in life until they are taken from you. The little things he would say just to see you giggle or smile. It was simple I had the BEST FINANCE EVER!

Then came the best day of my life. AUGUST 12, 2010 we were sealed for time and all eternity in the most sacraed of all places. In the Salt Lake Temple. You have no ideas and the emotions and feelings running through me as Justin helped me knee down on the alter and then hold his hand and be sealed for time and all eternity. I had finally recieved the one thing I had ever wanted in life. To have found my prince charming and be married

to him in the same place my parents were. They have found so much happiness in there life it was bound to be the same for me. I truly do love my husband and can't go one day without being with him. He is my every breath. I love you Justin.

We have now spent seven glorious months together as a married couple and I still get the butterflies when he does cute things and he still makes me giggle when I see him, but one thing has changed.....We are having a BABY! ha it was a surprise but we couldn't ask for anything better. Our cute little baby boy will be due on July 10th. He is already so big. At our last appointment which was 2 weeks ago he weighed 2lbs. We can't wait to meet our little angel Karston Dean Hull. I don't have a good pic of him on my computer so i'll put one up of him soon.

Well that is our life in a nut shell for the past year. ha So many stories to share but don't wanna bore lives. ha It's so amazing to feel happy and that my life is the way I've always wanted it to be. Everyone deserves happiness and it took me a long time to realize that didn't exclude me. To all my friends and family we love you and thank you for you support. Till next time WORD.