Loves and Freedom

Well day 1 of being a full time mommy went well. It was justin's day off yesterday too so we had fun spending the day as a family. Ash had her bridal shower hosted by non other than myself. It was funny. So glad that everyone could show up..Today I went to the doctor and Keaston is still a boy! ha He's doing so good and is 7 oz now. I can't believe how active he's been today. It will be fun to see what he looks like when he is born.


My aunt Traci started running Ragnar today! She just text me and she is finished with her hardest part of the race!!! yay. She is alive. She said it was the hardest but best thing she has ever done. I would love to run it with her next year. I'm going up to volunteer tomorrow and see her. I'm excited to see all them running. It'll be fun.

Justin has been crazy busy at work with his new promotion. I'm so proud of him. All his hard work is paying off. I can't wait for him to be done with school and doing what he truly loves.

Laundry is calling my name.
Loves..

Life comes at you fast but feels slow.

This past week has been one of those weeks.I had no idea what to do wtih my life or where I was going. I had people in my life I trusted with my life and it all fell apart. After knowing each other for so long they decided that someone new in their life had a higher place and they believed them over everything. It's hard to understand how these things happen but I've learned no matter what we want to say it doesn't come out for reasons. I sat there taking in everything she was saying and I was tongue tied. I couldn't figure out how to say it and explain that that was not what I said or ever meant...but after it all I found out that it didn't matter, and I needed to rely on my heavenly father more. Justin even got a permotion at work today! Things happen for reasons. I'm so excited to start our new lives. I start being a full time mommy tomorrow. Karston will be with me all the time. Poor little guy...ha We get to see how big Keaston is now on Friday. That always helps cheer me up. I'm starting to feel him more now. It's interesting how each baby is different. I thought forsure this one was a girl cause I was having the opposite of everything that happened with Karston. Karston is almost one now too. This year has gone by so fast. I just am so happy and love my little family.

If I have learned anything this week it is that I need to stand for what I believe and not let anyone take that away from me anymore. Heavenly Father has given me courage to do what is right and I need to make that stand.

loves always.

September 14th 2011

Well it has been awhile since I've been on here. Much has happened. J is still workin at impact and now back in school. Karston is growing up so much sometimes it makes me sad how fast. He went to the doctors last week and he now weighs 14.9 lbs and 23.5 inch long. I had my gallbladder out 3 weeks ago. NO MORE PAIN!!! yay. Rather than that just workin still. This past weekend we went on our first family trip to Jackson Hole. We were uncle scott lucas's pit crew for the LOTOJA bike race. It is 206 miles from Logan to Jackson. It was way fun. We were in charge of Afton. When he pulled up we had him out within 15 seconds. We were dang fast. It was super fun. We went on the tram in the Teton Village just outside of jackson on sunday. It was very high up. J kept yelling at me to get away from the edge with the baby. It was way funny but he was so serious. We had a good time with the family. Getting late and the baby is hungry. Loves muches.

July 8th Best day of our lives!

Well lets start off with July 7th at 1:10 in the afternoon. My mom and I had just gotten back from looking for my sister and new bed set. I started to walk up the stairs into my mom's house and.....MY WATER BROKE!!! I wasn't sure what was going on and my mom was like go to the bathroom and see if it really did. I got in the bathroom and I had no idea what I was doing! I yelled for my mom to help me decide if I really had and than all this water came out again. I called Justin at work and told him to come get me. He of course did not believe me at first when I told him. He rushed home and off to the hospital we went. We got there and got all checked in and they said well you can have your epidural right now if you want and I said I wanted to wait to see what contractions felt like and everything. That lasted about 4 hours. I started getting really bad and fast ones. Justin said this is enough and pushed the call light. The nurse came in and he was like give the drugs NOW! ha It didn't hurt as bad as I though it would be at all. Honestly I think the IV that was put in my hand hurt worse than the epidural. Call me crazy but it's true. Than I spiked a fever which meant infection somewhere which is not good for the baby they would send him to nicu when he was born. Than he was faced up which is harder to deliver and than he had pooped inside me. It was like all this bad news all at once. They put new IV fluids in me that were cold to try and bring down my temp along with ice packs and no blankets for me. I was freezing cold. They gave me medicine to try and bring it down but my stomach was empty so I just felt sick. Than Dr. Cox popped in. He said nothing good was on TV that night so he came in to push things along faster. ha He had me start doing pre pushing and everyone goes LOOK AT ALL THAT HAIR. yay my baby had hair. =) than he got the baby turned around. Thank goodness. We pushed for about 15 min and he said ok lets get this baby out. I was pushing and justin kept saying there he is jess there is our baby. After only 5 pushes he was out. Because of the pooping they had a resp nurse there to look at him, but she didn't get the chance to look at him because he started crying the min his feet came out. He was gorgeous!!! =) I couldn't believe he was finally here.

Karston Dean Hull

Born 7/8/2011 12:33 am

9lbs 2 oz 21 1/2 inch

JULY 5TH!!!!

So it's offically the 5th now and still no baby Karston. I'm very tired but still working which is nice cause I get to be with my cute 2 friends that keep me smiling. Wish the baby would get here though. Justin is very nervous about the baby coming. Everytime I move at night he freaks out and asks if I'm ok. It's nice that he cares so much but he's not sleeping cause of all the stress. We now have insurance!!! YAY! Work is so slow today. Hopefully we have a baby tonight. cross your fingers.

April 16th...

Being pregnant can be a very emotional time. I've found this out the more and more I go through this. I found myself crying most of yesterday not knowing what to do with my life. Work has been heck, the baby wouldn't let me see him on the ultra sound, justin's leaving for a week, and I have no friends. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I would love to be in school right now but I know I need to help J get through first. I guess i'm just at that point in my life I need to take a step back and realize everything I have. I want to be happy it just seems to slip away from me sometimes. I've been given 2 of the best gifts in the world. A husband who I love dearly and a healthy baby on his way. I am very gratefull to my heavenly father for both of them. Justin did surprise me with putting up the crib while Ash was doing my nails yesterday. That was fun. We sat in Karston's room and he just rocked me for awhile.

Fillmore is approaching slowly. I wish it would come faster. I wanna go so bad. I need a break from everything here. I just wish I got to ride my favorite trail this year. I only get to go on the easy stuff. No riding down the river and up to the indian writings. Just look how beautiful it looks! Hopefully we'll make it down again before fall so I can ride it once this year.

Ty's Surgery!

Well Ty is finally out of surgery!!!! Doctors say it went great. He is in recovery right now, still not awake. The Doctor said there was so much infection in his bone they had to take the whole bone out, but now the infection doesn't have a place to hide and make him so sick. Now all we have to do is keep him from running, jumping, and falling for 6 weeks. Does this doctor not know any 6 year olds. Which kid at age 6 will listen as you sit him or her down and tell her basically your to live in a box for 6 weeks and never move. I THINK NOT! We're just glad he's doing well though. We all can't wait for him and mom to come home tomorrow. Got to Love our little Ty.